DAY #100

JULY 17, 2023

It has been…
• 100 DAYS since life as I know it ended in a downtown Waterville basement.

• 99  DAYS since I woke up traumatized in a jail cell & charged with my very first (actually charged with FOUR crimes) criminal offense in my 55 years on the planet.

• 70 DAYS since I started trauma therapy.

• 66 DAYS since I was told I was “found still drugged in the basement of Silver Street Tavern”.

• 66 DAYS since I watched myself get arrested on video; watched myself drugged and NOT crying & begging for someone to call my son, call my son & he will save me.  

• 66 DAYS since I realized that I DID sob & beg men to “Call my son, call my son XXXXXXX, & he will come save me” …66 FUCKING DAYS since I learned that I said my beautiful childs name to these fucking sub-humans that raped me & didn’t care if I lived or died.  THIS KNOWLEDGE FUCKING GUTS ME TO MY SOUL.

• 59 DAYS since I was told I now had a lifetime STD.

• 52 DAYS since I went public & posted ‘The Waterville Secret that Everyone Knows’.

• 51 DAYS since I heard so many voices about their trauma, their drugging & rapes in downtown Waterville Maine

• 51 DAYS since I heard the anger the threats & the rage towards me, from many within the community.   

• 50 DAYS since I was told in a joint statement from Waterville Police Chief and the District Attorney that they take sexual assault seriously and victims voices are heard.

• 44 DAYS since the State of Maine deemed me a risk to the community & suspended my license & I have been isolated within my home.     

• 29 DAYS since the media showed up at my home.

• 27 DAYS since I was served with a ‘Cease & Desist’ from Charlie Giguere for my baseless accusations against Silver Street Tavern. 

• 25 DAYS since I was told in a newspaper article that there is “No evidence of rape going on within our community”.

• 21 DAYS since I was informed that someone was bragging they “finally got to fuck a bald woman”. 

• 3 DAYS since I was told by a community member that "Yes you were raped, yet now it is just annoying & nobody cares"...it is time for you to accept that the powers in charge "are going to win NO MATTER what” & I should just get on with my "journey of trying to heal & move on with my life the best that I can".

That is just a fraction of a glimpse into my “journey of trying heal & move on with my life the best that I can” over the past 100 DAYS.
   
Much Kindness,
Pamela J Boivin ~ 

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