DAY #174

 SEPTEMBER 29, 2023

Went out into the world again today; worked from home till noon & then went for a drive.  I wanted to go walk around TJ Maxx yet it seemed like too much...so settled for JC Penney.  May sound weird yet, it felt safer...older demographic, calmer vibe, less peeps.  

I stumbled across a shirt on sale & almost automatically when I touched it thought "oh this is the perfect weight for concerts, easy to tie around my waist, yet will cut the nighttime breeze."  This immediately brought me joy; joy that I even pictured myself returning to concerts someday...I bought it.  So if next year you wonder why the fuck is Pamela wearing that same mustard shirt over & over again...think it is gonna be my "stand the fuck back up" shirt for a moment or so. 🙃

Then went to the craft store; @Leah Robinson I found fabric!!!  Also bought another cute dinosaur to paint & add to my collection.

All & all I am calling it a successful field trip, I cried once in the car; yet still went into the store, found some silly sock monkey fabric, a cute dino to paint & a shirt that I WILL wear to a concert someday. ❤️







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