DAY #195 (Part 2)

 OCTOBER 20, 2023

I would like to share Sexual Assault Crisis & Support Center post from today...they are informing the community that you will never be charged for going to the ER & getting a rape exam.

This is significant for many reasons; I have been informed by my attorney that District Attorney Maloney stated that she has a problem believing that I was raped because I have lied about "other things."  When I inquired as to what I had lied about I was told two things...

#1. That I am spreading false information about Charlie Giguere owning the building that Relaxalon, the live sex business, resides in & conducts business out of in downtown Waterville.  The same business that was the center of criminal activity & sex trafficking, the same business that DA Maloney herself made public statements about.  To this I provided the City of Waterville's public tax records showing that Charlie Giguere being the owner, was in fact a true statement.

#2. That I was lying about getting a rape exam; to which I provided the medical documentation proving that I did in fact get a rape exam.  I was then told that I was lying about getting charged & receiving a bill for that rape exam; to which I then provided the printed bill from the hospital charging me for my portion of the cost.  A bill that my health insurance has already paid their portion of...a bill that DOES exist.

The response from DA Maloney was then that by me posting these things publicly...that when I tell the world that I have been charged for my rape exam, that I am discouraging other rape victims from seeking medical attention. That https://www.facebook.com/kennebecsomersetda throughout this drugging & rape event in my life are problematic because I am discouraging other rape victims from coming forward & reporting.

This may be one of the most damaging accusations that has been made against me to date...& I have been accused of MANY things related to me being drugged & raped (addict, liar, crazy, delusional, vengeful, etc).  

I have spent my entire life advocating for the vulnerable, I have spent my entire life advocating & supporting victims of domestic violence & sexual assault.  My behavior IS NOT the problem here, my behavior IS NOT discouraging & threatening the safety of other sexual assault victims.  Others that are watching what is happening to me are NOT afraid to report their assaults based on MY behavior...they are discouraged based on watching the trauma that is being continuously heaped upon me as I am screaming about this broken system & the injustice of it all.

I WILL NOT be held responsible for WHY victims of assault do not report to the police, I WILL NOT accept responsibility for WHY victims of assault do not subject themselves to rape exams. I WILL NOT accept responsibility for the magnitude of trauma & victim blaming that happens to victims that report sexual assault. I AM NOT responsible for this horrific system & why victims are fearful of reporting rape.

I am going to continue to scream my story, even as those that are tasked with supporting & protecting me are actually just heaping more trauma upon me.

I am going to continue to speak about being drugged, raped, sodomized & robbed on Easter Sunday at Silver Street Tavern; owned by Charlie Giguere.

I am going to continue to speak out about my experience of being arrested & charged with crimes for the first time in my life...all while many keep prosecuting me, gaslighting me, victim blaming me & burying me. 

I am going to continue to scream from under the earth, no matter how many shovels of lies you place upon me. 

I am going to continue to 'Refuse to Be Silenced'.


















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